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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Lost In Paradise
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: time go by
  • Playing: with my feelings
  • Eating: my sanity
  • Drinking: my poison
Today is the first time I have actually posted anything on here since I graduated High School. It is really amazing how time passes by and the people that you use to think were your friends and cared about you stopped coming around. I mean I know that I could text some of them or that I could get on here and see how everyone is doing...but honestly, conversations are a two way street. Why should I go out of my way to bother someone who, maybe, nine times out of ten, get annoyed by me, or just really do not want anything to do with me...

Why should I be the one that sits alone and is really excited to log on or text someone just to find out that no one messages you or no one wonders where you have been. Why am I the one that sits up all night long even on my days off and doesn't have anything to show for it. How am I going to give someone hope when deep down I am slipping myself. I can not keep doing all of this...

I feel so misplaced and confused...
I feel broken and empty..
Unwanted even..

Why should I feel this way..
And pretend that everything is okay?!


Why does everyone act like they care...


......just to leave you standing in the road as they simply walk away.....


-much broken love
Shawna

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theLUsir Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thx for the fav! Much appreciated!
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Dragon41810 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2012
How have you been Young miss *bows to you*
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Dragon41810 Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2012
Dasvidania Madam
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cerberusvv Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fav c:
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theforgotten3337 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2012
you are very much welcomed
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SakuyaYoru Featured By Owner May 29, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for all the faves! :glomp: :)
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theforgotten3337 Featured By Owner May 30, 2012
Youre very much welcomed
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SakuyaYoru Featured By Owner May 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
:)
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theforgotten3337 Featured By Owner May 31, 2012
So how are you doing?
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Ancient-E-Dragon Featured By Owner May 28, 2012
Hope you are doing ok, don't stress yourself out too hard.
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