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Here I am...Here I am..
Bloody and broken
Bent to your will
Words never spoken..

Here I am..
Locked in this place
Forever frozen
In times endless space

Here I am..
With this fake smile
Painted and plastered
Its what I am now..

Here I am..
Empty and hollow
For all that once was
The future will follow

Here I am..
Watching the sun
For all that will be
Can never be done

Here I am..
Smiling on the outside
Crying on the in
Why do you think
This is a sin?

Here I am..
This is me
There is no one eles...
I would rather be.

To be forgotten is worse than deathCan you imagine it?...
To be sitting alone in a crowed room
No one speaks to you
No one says your name..

You're there..
But imaginary..
You're an item in the background
A tool to be used...

You are forgotten..
Not dead..
But you wish you were
Its how you feel in your head..

Imagine this...
Your all alone..
People talk and laugh..
But you'll never have a home

Your forgotten...
No one remembers you...
No one cares when you get up
And quietly walk away..

You are forgotten...
You are lost..
You are no one..
...What is the cost?

What would you pay?
To finally be seen..
What would you pay?...
To be redeemed...

Would you

Can you hear me?...Can you hear me?
I am screaming your name...
Can you hear me?
I am going insane...

Why cant you hear me?
What did I do?
You're walking away..
Was I a fool?

Can you hear me?
I am yelling as loud as I can..
Please dont go..
Please..

What are you saying?
Why are you yelling?
I cant hear you...
Hello?...

Why are you walking away?
Where are you going?
Hello?...
Please....

Please come back...
Dont go...
Its lonely now...
I'm going insane...

Can you hear me?
My soft whispers...
Please...
Tell me you hear me...

Can you hear me?....

I am chained by you

I am bound to you..
I am chained by you..
I am stuck here
Alone....

I am hurting..
On the inside..
Can you feel my pain?
Do you hear me?
As I scream your name...

It hurts..
These chains dig into me
On the outside and in..
Stop pretending...

Stop pretending that
you love me..
Stop pretending that
you care...
Stop with all the
lying..
I know you will never
be there...

Let me go..
Set me free..
Unlock these chains..
That bound me....

Do you know what I wish for?...I wish that you would see me
For what I really am..
That you would not forsake me
And destroy me like a dam...

I wish that you would love me
And show me that I am true
That you love me for who I am
And what I say and do..

I really wish...
That it would be true...
And it wouldnt just be a dream
I wish I had you.

When you're gone...Do you not hear it?
The hurt behind my laugh...
You come around every once in awhile...
But we stay on this continuous path..

You call me just when..
My love starts to fall..
And then I am back,
At the start of it all

I am addicted to this feeling
That plays in my head..
The one time you call me..
As I lay in my bed..

You tell me that you love me
That this is not a dream..
We sleep with the phone on.
To be close to eachother...

But now your gone again..
You disappeared..
And I am here to pick up
The pieces of my heart..

I smile in this empty house
And wait for you to come back
Because with all this madness
Loyality...

Maybe....just....maybe...Maybe...just maybe...
The memories will drown...
In this crimson rain
So maybe i'll find comfort
In this sweet pain

Maybe...just maybe...
I can be normal..
And not have to hide
Try to be formal

Maybe..just maybe...
You can smile for me
And I wont have to pretend
I'm not the thing you see

Maybe..just maybe...
I can let go
So you can be happy
And I can stop
living this life of woe

Maybe...just maybe..
I wont be so sad..
I wont be so tired
I wont turn mad..

Maybe...just maybe..
You can stop me
From going insane..
Stop me from cutting
From craving the pain..

Maybe just maybe
I could make you smile
And laugh...

Maybe.

All that I amAll that I am,
seems so little,
in comparison to you.

Turn back time,
isn't an answer,
merely a wish.

All that I am,
seems like a joke,
in comparison to you.

When future is,
erased by the past,
then why not wish it?

Why not?

The TimeThe Time.

i didn't think it would happen.
i was scared after he...
why did he?
it doesn't matter anymore.
its over.

i was still chained to him.
but you came and...
why did you come?
what brought you to me?
was it an angel?
sure seems that way.
i thought id never feel it again.
or at least never feel for someone else again.
but i do.
you made me.

i was scared to say it...
why was i so afraid?
too afraid...
of my heart.
it was already cracked.
i wanted a healer.
what if i got the final blow instead?
pieces of me.
i didnt want them to to fly around.
i didnt want to shatter.

i said it today.
i broke the chain.
why did

Sweet DreamsSweet Dreams
I don't need them
I don't want them
When I could stay awake
Lying here
Beside you in my mind

Sweet Dreams
I said the same
Thought the same
But I don't want them
And you don't either
From the way
That you keep saying one last thing

Sweet Dreams
Mean goodnight
Mean goodbye
And I don't want to leave
Not now
Because you are my dreams
And you make my dreams come true

The tears I shedYou make me unwell
You make me cry every time you speak
You make me want to harm myself
You make me feel pain

I despise what you are
a monster

You change my mood
for the worse

You the reason why I`m still not happy
You keep me this way
And nothing will help
Until you go away

You're the one who needs help
You make me forget

Make me forget you
So I stop shedding these tears

MirrorStare at the mirror
Stare at the lies
At the monster you've created
Behind those lifeless, broken eyes
Like a bird trapped in a cage
That is all you will ever be
There is no one there to rescue thee

Look at the hate
The hate you can not show
You're scared someone will find outl
Others will now know
You want to release it
To set it all free
But no one is there to rescue thee

Watch your loveless eyes
Those three words you can not say
A simple "I love you" they've taken away
Meaningless words, that fall on deaf ears
That grow heavier with the flowing tears
Want to escape? Everyone does, even me
But no one is there to rescue

My life is a sketchbook and poemsMy sketchbook is my diary...
It holds all the strings...
I writing is my life
That holds together with rings

My empty pages are the chapters
That I have no yet reached..
I here just to tell you..
I do not like to preach

My poems are my memories..
Though some I try to ignore
...Its hard to keep on moving
When its painful to lock the door

My sketchbook is my diary...
Its white pages sing to me
It helps me with my promble
To find who I can be.

We are falling.........I dont want to admit it....
But maybe once I do...
Everything will be okay...

Ya I know that your leaving...
And I know you dont want anything to do with me...
Its just a one time talk then gone...

We've been falling for all this time...
And I have nothing left to give...
I always end up bloody and broken...
All I want is to live...

But we have been falling...
And I am tired...
I dont want to hurt..
I dont want to feel the pain...

I swear....
I love you...
Really I do...
But...

We are falling...
And all I want is peace...
To hit the ground...
And end in sweet release...

Loosing humanity...They must have warn me...
About a thousand times...
And yet I had to see them..
One final time..

I had seen them kill others...
Infect others...
I use to run from them..
But I have hope...no more...

I let them take over me...
I hear their soft moans ring in my ears
Their bites infect me...
I'm on the verge of tears...

I lay there bleeding...
Theres no point in fighting...
I guess my friends face that fact..
Because now they're running...
From this undead zombie pack..

I can hear the little whispers...
Deep inside my head...
They are calling my name...
As I become undead...

I am loosing my humanity...
All I want is blood.

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MirrorStare at the mirror
Stare at the lies
At the monster you've created
Behind those lifeless, broken eyes
Like a bird trapped in a cage
That is all you will ever be
There is no one there to rescue thee

Look at the hate
The hate you can not show
You're scared someone will find outl
Others will now know
You want to release it
To set it all free
But no one is there to rescue thee

Watch your loveless eyes
Those three words you can not say
A simple "I love you" they've taken away
Meaningless words, that fall on deaf ears
That grow heavier with the flowing tears
Want to escape? Everyone does, even me
But no one is there to rescue

ConcreteAm I crazy?
Why do I have to feel?
There are just some things I cant deal
I want to be strong, like concrete
So that way I will not be broken

Yes, I may seem cold and alone
But it is may fault
I push others away
So I can be strong, like concrete

I stand by myself, on my own
I do not regret all tha I have shown
I know it is crazy...
But I am strong, like concrete

Years pass, things change, people leave
And yet, I am still the same
Cold and alone
That is all I will ever be
But I am strong, like concrete

Days turn to months
Months turn to years
And still I can not express my fears
Silence is now, my only friend
But still I

A person without a nameWhat if I told you a story..
But it had one little twist..
About a single razor blade
Caught deep inside my wrist

What if I told you..
That it was not a dream
And when I called out
No one heard me scream

What would you say to that
And if only you knew
That everything I'm telling you
Was one time true

I am not looking for pity
I do not wish for you to cry
I'm just telling my story
And the time I wanted to die.

I wish I could say things were different
That it would never be the same
But that would be a lie
Another add on to my shame

I'm sorry if I upset you..
Or if you think this poem is lame
After all I'm just human
A pe

Can you see it?....Can you see the lost?
What about the alone...
The hopeless?
And the things she has never shown?....

In darkness she is kept
Her mind breaking
Piece by piece
She cries for the savor
Of her sweet release

Yes she is hurting...
And she will never be the same
As you made her feel nothing
Except the sweet taste of pain

Is this how you wanted her?
To make her feel so dead...
As the forsaken feelings
Dance in her broken head...

Maybe it was her fault
To fall for you so...
She has always been alone...
So just let her go..

But maybe you want to keep her
Locked inside the gloom
So she can live inside the empty
And alone forsee he

There once was a girl....There once was a girl
Who lived in a world
Where no one knew
About the true

She cried and cried
Behind her smile
That she wore for a mask
And done the task

She said she was okay
And it meant alot
It was one of the lies
Because really....
She's not

She says that she was fine
As she watched the quiet rain
That smile on her face
As she went insane

The girl you said was clingy
Was a girl that just needed...
To be held for a moment...

But now she will back off
She will not let you see
That the person she is now
Is what she pertends to be...

Heart of stoneDo you hear it?
The quiet little drum
That rings in your ears
As your time is done?

What about the quiet nights
When you sit alone..
With those blood covered arms..
That hide your path back home...

Do you remember the silient one
The one that layed in your arms
As you whispered sweet words
That never meant you harm

Now that girl is gone
She lays alone.
With scars on her arms..
And and a heart of stone..

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Burning...

by ~theforgotten3337, Feb 13, 2012, 5:34:39 AM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Burns...
It burns me....
And yet I like the pain...

The chemicals that hurt me..
Keep me from going insane...
The fire is my poison...
I'm the only one to blame...

The fire is my passion...
One that I can not ignore...
This pain that I'm feeling...
It's burning to my core...

I do not feel its warmth,
And I do not feel its shame..
All I feel is sweet silence,
And this remarkable pain..

Burning is my problem..
One that I can not ignore..
Fill my room with gasoline..
Start the burning once more.

The fire is all around me..
I hear my parents scream,
"Our son is inside!!"
They must wish this was a dream..

I wonder what they say..
When they see me..
As I look out of my window
And yell...
"I'm finally free!!"

Burning...by ~theforgotten3337

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2012-2013 ~theforgotten3337

I wrote this because a friend of mine use to burn himself...and all he wanted was to be free...

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~ARoseInTheThorns Feb 13, 2012 Hobbyist Writer

aww that's so sad

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~theforgotten3337 Feb 14, 2012

Ya...

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~poisonous-ink Feb 13, 2012 Student Writer

I feel sad for your friend if this was their way of wanting freedom, with that said the writing is lovely.

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~theforgotten3337 Feb 13, 2012

Thank you. This was his way of wanting freedom...and sadly to say he got it.

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~poisonous-ink Feb 13, 2012 Student Writer

Truely a tragedy. I'm sorry.

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~theforgotten3337 Feb 13, 2012

Its alright...Its been a few years since he past away...I just wish he wasnt gone and that we knew what he was planning.

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