Tired of my shattered heart...

I sit in my room
And cry for you..
I text you
And say..I miss you...

I guess I am selfish
I dont mean to be
I want you around
So I can feel free

You come around
Once in a while
And my heart is happy
Then...

Your gone the next day
And my heart shatters..
Again and again..
Yet I still smile,
When you come around

What do I do?
To make it feel okay
To smile on the inside...

Do I let you go?
Do I stay here?
Do I cry when you leave...
I miss you dear...

But I am tired of being
All alone..
For months by myself..
My heart shatters...

My heart is shatter
To the core
I guess it may be time
To close the door...

I loved you...
So I will set you free
So you can be happy
I'll let you be.